{"id":68325,"date":"2023-10-06T17:19:49","date_gmt":"2023-10-06T17:19:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/celeband.com\/?p=68325"},"modified":"2023-10-06T17:19:49","modified_gmt":"2023-10-06T17:19:49","slug":"i-feel-like-im-living-in-the-shadow-of-my-husbands-first-wife-the-sun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/celeband.com\/lifestyle\/i-feel-like-im-living-in-the-shadow-of-my-husbands-first-wife-the-sun\/","title":{"rendered":"I feel like I\u2019m living in the shadow of my husband\u2019s first wife | The Sun"},"content":{"rendered":"
DEAR DEIDRE: I FEEL like I\u2019m living in the shadow of my husband\u2019s first wife.<\/p>\n
She died from cancer before I met him and I\u2019m starting to realise I\u2019ll never measure up. I\u2019m sick of feeling like the consolation prize.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m 42 and he\u2019s 60. We\u2019ve been married for ten years.<\/p>\n
He has a son and a daughter who are in their early thirties, and now have children of their own.<\/p>\n
Their mother died 12 years ago, and they\u2019ve always made it clear they don\u2019t like or accept me. I thought things would get better with time, but they haven\u2019t.\u00a0<\/p>\n
They leave me out of family celebrations, unless my husband insists I\u2019m invited. They never thank me for gifts and cards.<\/p>\n
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I don\u2019t have children of my own and I used to think I could at least be a step-grandma. But it\u2019s been made very clear that the role isn\u2019t open to me.<\/p>\n
If I go to my husband\u2019s children\u2019s houses, there are photos of his late wife everywhere. Sometimes, it feels like they take extras out of their albums to put on display, just to hurt me.\u00a0<\/p>\n
My husband doesn\u2019t do much to make me feel better. He still visits his wife\u2019s grave regularly, taking flowers.\u00a0<\/p>\n
When I tell him how I feel, he says I\u2019m being ridiculous.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Our marriage is starting to fall apart because I feel so unloved and appreciated. Sometimes I think I should call it quits, but I don\u2019t want to give his kids that satisfaction.<\/p>\n
Am I wrong to feel this way?<\/p>\n